ill be ur cloud up in the sky
ill be ur shoulder when u cry
ill hear ur voices when u call
im ur angel

and when all hope is gone im here
no matter how far u are im near
it makes no difference who u are
im ur angel

im ur angel...

so sweet right, this song. trust me, the tune's even sweeter. haha.

ure really sweet, and i reallie appreciate everything that you have done for me. but i have no more space inside for u right now. im sorry.

in fact, YOU should be sorry. for being so unreasonable. for not making sense. for disrupting the lecture. for being you.

haven YOU ever made a mistake in ur life or forgotten something? ill never believe it if u say u havent. cos ull be a freaking liar.

lying. is it always bad to be lying to urself? whats so bad about laughing heartily when ur heart is bleeding? maybe it heals. i dunno. i guess the real anguish comes, as jlp mentioned, when u return to reality.

so what's real? how do i know im not imagining things? i dream a great deal. too much, sometimes. maybe i imagined everything that goes on in my head. maybe nothing that i told u guys is true. maybe you are far far away. and its my own imagination that made me feel ure always near.

near, far, wherever u are.. so where are u, exactly?
im always wondering where u are.

where is it? catch it, squeeze it, strangle it. kill it.
so it will nvr come back again. never.

and you will never ever do smth like this again. we wont let you. ur every move is killing us, destroying us. i noe u enjoy it, u freak. but even hatred has a limit. if ure gonna bend the rules, so are we. one more year and im out of school and ill be moving on but ull forever be stuck in that miserable place with that miserable amount of hair working miserably for that miserable amt of money. LOSER.

so uve lost. what are u waiting for? pick urself up, and go again. this time, be strong.

please be strong, all will be fine. i promise. i pledge my life. fight it! kill them all! and you will emerge a healthier, stronger, happier person. we love you! we will always be here to support you, no matter what((: we will hold ur hand and pull u forward, out of the black cloud that's engulfing u and holding u back.

im engulfing u with randomness and im enjoying every minute of it!

random is beauty. cos u will never understand what im writing unless ure me. haha. i have thus created a barrier between my thoughts and the prying eyes of others.

hurray(:

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