i was reading the SS sec 3 textbook the other day, then saw this name which i got SO inspired by: WILLIAM, OF ORANGE. he is the uhm, the hero of the protestants because he was leading the protestants to win in the battle of boyne, against the catholics. smth liddat. yar back to POINT. i was SO INSPIRED by this name, that i decided

to give all my sqdmates these kind of names!!!

okay i shant mention all the title and full names. but there is persimmon, grapefruit, dried prunes, jackfruit, mandarain orange, cherry, chiku, mango, mangosteen, lemons, kiwi, pommegranate and apple. SEE!! so cool right!!! this is like the third or fourth series of names i have been giving sqdmates, hahahaha!

the UO has been procrastinating and going to procrastinate for 3 months?

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U again. u irritating thing who's killing all of us. u irritating thing who's messing with us, mudering us, slowly inhibiting us. lemme tell u. u wun succeed, not in a million years. cos u suck. u simply suck. and am i supposed to thank you now for coming into our lives and spoiling them? oh my god, standing ovation! let's clap for pabo! *diaow* whatever.

so what if u planned to ****e** us? do we look as if we care? bullshit to you. we will be HONOURED to remain. who cares. we are NOT materialistic ppl mind you. they will be forever first in our hearts. IT will come first. not THAT. shalala. i carn stand you. lemme tell you now STARIGHT IN THE FACE: stop ****o****** us!!!!!! we hate that, and u KNOW IT. and yet you still do it. what sort of *************** are you?! will you stop crapping your ass off and listen to us? for once? and maybe, you might just learn something.

you are not always right you noe. just in case you think you are.

bullshit to you.

let's talk abt something happier. today rambu, AB and i were in NP room...then AB decided to play a game with us, smth like calculating your future life. then dunno how she calculate, somehow, i would: marry at 25, become a gynae. (at this point i was thinking, LOVELY!)

BUT: i would live in a attap house (like, what?!) and drive a lorry!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! its so super hilarious. a gynae living in an attap house. AB and rambu suggested that maybe i'll go work in a village next time. hahahahha!

then we calculated rambu. apparently, she would: live in a bungalow(i was so envious until i heard...) : she would become a odd-jobs labourer, drive a pickup truck, get married at 33 and have TEN children!! hahahaha!!! so fertile eh. and her husband will be 1.6m!!! hahahahaha!!

then it was AB's turn. i carn reallie remember much, but i noe, she will: MARRY AT 16. OMG. hahaha let's see!!! we shall all be prepared to attend AB's wedding next year!! hahaha! but question is, who will she marry? hmmmm...*mock pondering* haha.

yay. today me and rambu finished learning the BA...in less than an hour!! pro eh? *bows* thank you thank you. haha

how come my posts always end abruptly?!

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wo-ow

what do we have here?

macau, bbq, a-lee, si-lee, ug-li, or-leng, peong, dung, ding, dong, ise-tan, rambu-tan, ABsee, so-thong, harpoon, spoon!!!

hahahaha! the new cool names of 37=)

yay sanshiqi rocks.

we will win pabo. he can be population one in the idiots' clan

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YAY!! just finished my MASS VISIT to our little neighbourhood. mm...as the newly appointed ALERT MP, i think i should be doing more mass visits. AHAHA! hey litian! do i get paid for this? =P yay...like RC liddat. hmm mass visit. hahaha. everyone, must da4 li4 zhi1 chi2, support the ALERT committee!! whee! and also must join the rabbit clan! now we have 3 members of the rabbit clan

me (pres)
jolene poon (vice pres)

and hunette (the bad guy)

yesh! so its up to us to defeat the bad guy!! come join the rabbit clan!!=)))

okay. serious serious. HC IS COMING! omg its fridayyy. so excited, yet a little scared at the same time. i do hope the sky stays sunny and bright on friday, no impending weather or anything. or the dampness from the sky will not only dampen the ground and our stations, it will dampen everyone's mood as well. haish. then, EOYS also coming. i havent reallie managed to concentrate. perhaps its because i have too many things on my mind at the moment. HC, preparations, extra lessons (though these occupy a lot of my stress space), homework, (a little more to go), and well, u may say its ironic, but while i feel i cannot concentrate on studying for EOYS, the biggest problem bugging me now is still, whether i can even finish studying for my exams. the date today is the 7th september. 23 more days only, and what have i accomplished so far? BIO: respiration, the heart, cells, that's all for bio....then chem hmm i'm done, except for QA which i have to memorise. and chinese and LA i havent touched anything, and by saying this i mean newspapers. physics...nope. the only thing i noe for sure is the formula F=MA...and all the tension stuff. then, SS i havent started, maths also. the only topic in math i am confident on is uhm...frequency distribution? and algebra. and remainder factor theorem. wahahaha. i'm so dead.

i think most ppl around me are like halfway through? and i feel even more stressed because my class is so hardworking. they are the type who can piss off at one person because she started exam preparations earlier. and my sitting partner too, for that matter. DUN GET ME WRONG. there's nothing wrong with her. she's a terrific girl, a great fren, good comfort, and someone wonderful to gossip to. the thing here is, she's very hardworking, and sitting beside her makes me feel dumb and stupid...and when i see her pull out piles of working, i think to myself, oh my god...what a perfect girl. my mum's always yelling at me to work harder and stop using the comp so much. but sometimes she doesn understand, its not that i dun wanna work, its that, sometimes, certain things come before studying. studying, in this case, can wait. we all have to learn how to priotise our stuff. but my mum just doesn seem to understand that. and thus we have been cold war-ing quite often, which isn making me feel better. in fact its adding on to my stress level. so she isnt helping. then, she tried to do smth called, "enforce a curfew" unfortunately, the plan failed again, because the times when i need to comp are just so sudden and uhm long...that i carn adhere to curfews. its crazy and i'll die. then my mum tried something called "let go". yeah. so, great. she let go of me. and all was well and i was happy until not too long ago when she decided she was losing out by letting go of me. she decided i was becoming worse and worse by the day. so uhm she started gripping onto me again. okay. maybe she's worried. but...like what's there to be worried abt? my logic here is, if i work hard i do well, so be it. if i didn put in enough effort and i fail, so be it. i dun see how mum comes in. my future is decided solely by me. yes, i noe what i do now can greatly affect my future. but i'm 15, i noe exactly what i am doing. i'm not an adolescent anymore. i have got brains, to priotise, i have got eyes, to see, ears, to listen and block out unwanted garbage. see. we werent given these organs for nothing.

i hope my mum will understand.

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haish...

okay i am here blogging again. HC is coming. WHEE. i'm scared. argh...

we just survived a reallie fearful week. i nearly died. cannot sleep...cannot rest well. just too worried. but things did work out well...=) and now i'm feeling okay. not happy, not sad or frustrated. just indifferent. that must be the best feeling in the world.

things are happening ard us too quickly, and if we do not catch the rhythm, and follow along with the crowd, we will soon find ourselves thrown far behind, away from the crowd, and while everyone moves on, we stay there, forever behind. i dun want to be behind all. i dun want to feel so lost, feel so helpless. i..i...i dunno what i want. i want so many things, yet, they all seem impossible to reach. the simplest thing i wanted is to have a simple life. but that IS the hardest thing to achieve. grah i dunno. i'm rambling. god. someone save me

my mind is blank. i think i can only start studying after HC. there's too much to do. then there are other problems, and they are choking my life up. hmmmmmmmm. i wish that all my problems and all my friends' problems and all other problems will be solved. automatically. tadda. the end. that's the best wish ever.

and i noe i'm being naive.

i need u to save me. U, that someone, come save me please. haish. =(((

i shall learn to love my life and be happy? i shall go sleep now. YEAH. sleep is sooo therapeutic. =)))

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