guten abend

el malei rachamin

El Malei Rachamim shochein bamromim,hamtzei menuchah nachonah tachas kanfei hashechinah,bema'alos,bema'alos kedoshim,kedoshim utahorim,kezohar harekia mei'irim umazhirim,es nishmos acheinu B'nei Yisrael hakadoshim,hakedoshim vehatahorim,shenaflu bidei rotzchim venishpachu demombe'Auschwitz, Majdanek, Treblinkausha'ar machanos hashemam beEuropasheneheregu,sheneheregu, veshenisrafu,shenisrafu venishchatuvenikveru chayim bekol misos meshunos ve'achzoriosal, al, al kedushas Hashemba'avur she'anuchnu baneihem, ubenoseihem, acheihem,ve'achoseihemnodrim tzedakah be'ad hazkaras nishmoseihembeGan Eden beGan Eden t'hei menuchasam.Lachein Ba'al Harachamim yastiram beseiser kanafav le'olamim,veyitzror veyitzror betzror hachayim es nishmasam,Ad-noi hu nachalasam, veyanucham beshalom al mishkavam,venomar Amen.

english translation:

God, full of mercy, Who dwells on high,grant proper rest under the wings of the Divine Presence--in the lofty levelsof the holy and pure ones,who shine like the glory of the firmament--for the soul of our brothers the Jewish people,the holy and pure, who fell at the hands of murderers,whose blood was spilledin Auschwitz, in Majdanek, in Treblinkaand the other camps of destruction in Europe,who were slain, burned, and slaughtered,and who were buried alive with extreme crueltyfor the sanctification of the Divine Name.For we, their sons, their daughters, their brothers, and their sisters,will contribute to charity in remembrance of their souls.May their resting place be in Paradise--therefore may the Master of Mercy shelter them beneath His wings for eternity;and may He bind their souls in the Bond of Life.God is their inheritance,and may they repose in peace in their resting place.Now let us say-- Amen.

this is a beautiful and touching prayer to commemorate the death of all 6 million jews during world war 2

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heyyyyyyyy

i fainted for the fourth time in my life yesterday. the first three times were crap. i saw blood and fainted. i pierced my ears, and for dunno wad reason fainted. the first time was the crappiest. i think...lack of circulation or something. i was standing at assembly and nearly fainted. it wasn as bad as the other three. the fourth time was the most dramatic of all.

i dunno...
me and muddie and my mummie
we went out
to buy ear sticks
then we were at orchard
then we were walking
then i had this terrible tummieache
but i kept walking
with them
suddenly there were a lot of black spots which formed in front of me while we were crossing the road
then i couldn see a thing
so i was mumbling i am giddy and having tummieache
then my mum and muddie didn think much of it...so we finished crossing the road
by then it got reallie bad and i was giddy, in terrible pain and couldn see
then i wanted to go ladies room and sit
so we went to this hotel
then we were standing outside
and was abt to go in
i was reallie uncomfortable
and without warning
i threw up in front of the hotel
on the carpet
twice
then my mum and muddie were like oh my god
and i fainted
just drop to the ground
then they were screaming

then they got me up
and brought me to the ladies room, all pale faced and white lips
then rest then clean up
and i felt better....

this is ultra cool man.

Blogged @ 9:56 PM


ITS CNY CNY CNY CNY CNY


ITS ENDING ENDING ENDING ENDING


WE ARE GOING BACK TO SCHOOL.

YES WE ARE

WE ARE.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT.


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ITS BACK TO WORK AND STRESS

sigh. anyway im at mud's house now. went to her house to bai4 nian2 in the afternoon. her huangchong brothers finished the bak kwa. stupid right? now we are rotting in front of the com. sighhhhhh. later we are gonna binge. and gorge. heh heh heh. ARGH. better enjoy the last of my days before school reopens. and that doesn include homework.........ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

went to grandma's house on chu yi. really fun. no one gambled. including the adults. we kids just lazed ard on the bed playing gameboy and uno attack. we made up this game to play: we put the uno attack machine in the middle and passed it ard. each person had to press the buzzer once. (if u noe the uno attack machine, it doesn shoot out cards all the time. its random=)) so we were pressing away. nothing happened. then the machine reached my cousin, the owner of the game. she was 10 and at that moment pretty pissed at us because we didn wanna play her way. she she just used her toe and tapped lightly on the buzzer. before she knew a thing, 7 cards shot out at her. all of us burst out laughing. the moral of the story? dun use ur toe to tap the buzzer. LOL.

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YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY

TMR IS CHU XI!!!!

THE DAY AFTER IS CHU YI!!!!

THEN CHU ER!!!!

whee chinese new year ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie. here's the itinerary for cny: (its the same every year.)

tmr. go back to PS after celeb. YAY!!!!! then erm. shopping. yeah. then erm, we have reunion dinner at night...with my gugu and shen shen...all of them...

then i shall shou shui until 1. :)

chu yi!!!!!!!!! go popo's house. then mummie's grandma's house. then back to popo's house

chu er!!!!!!! gugu and shen shen...all of them coming...yea. i think that's abt it.

CHU SAN!!!! (sorrie sqdmates my mum disallows me to go k-box. =( she says that is where a lot of things happen. like, i mean if u understand a LOT of things...u noe...THINGS? . ya...so i carn go...) so i will most prob be going some relative's house...for the day. then maybe come back latER and PIA homework.


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heyy

STRESS IS BUILDING!!!

TODAY IS FRIDAY AND ITS ALL OVER!

NEXT WEEK IS CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE WEEK AFTER WE GO BACK TO SCH

AND STRESS BUILDS ALL OVER AGAIN.

life is getting worse. prac sucks. esp physics prac. why issit, bio prac no problem. chem prac full marks. PHYSICS prac everyone fails. grrr. our standard is too "lan". then this week we have so much homework. math 4.2, chem, chinese...(i think?) SO TAXING!!!!! :'( like its CNY break...BREAK LEH! still pile so much stuff on top of us....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yayyyyyyy......something to looks forward to. CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! i have been waiting patiently since week 2 of this year. (obviously now u noe who hasn been paying attention in class for the past few weeks...) hee hee. finally dun have to wait anymore!!!! actually, the most interesting part of cny is the celebration. can wear anything we want, and we are going back to RV!!! yay yay yayyyyyyy. its bonding time. its remember-each-other time. its get-u-for-what-you-did-to-me-in-primary-shcool time. its i-miss-you-so-much-and-u-better-miss-me-too-or-else time. its the best. its the closest. =P

we got back our math quiz 3 today...got better than i expected. okie, i didn even noe what the question was talking about. obviously anyhow do. so i expected to get ZERO. amazingly, i passed. like.....WOW! haha...i am definitely retaking the test. =D


today act rocked. ACT TOTALLY ROCKED!!!! :D so high now....wahaha. we played tunnel. it certainly was painful and unbearable...and many a time we slacked. but we endured. all 15 of us, made it through that challenge together. as a sqd, as a team, as a family. we had to stay in guys push up position while our sqdmates crawled through under us one by one. everyone had a part to play. the crawler had to crawl fast. the bridges had to endure mental and physical strains. for me, i nearly died. i reallie pushed further than my limits. my back was aching like crazy and it felt like it was tearing apart. but i made it through. and i'm proud of it. all of us were screaming our lungs out throughout the whole activity. all our "jia you"s and "you can do it!" and "next"s were swimming about in our heads. there was nothing in it except, reach for the goal. ENDURE. when we finally reached our goal, all of us collapsed to the ground simultaneously, lying flat on the cool, welcoming cement floor panting uncontrollably, in tears. each proud of herself, that she had endured, that she had cheered her sqdmates on, that she hadn given up, not on herself or on her sqdmates. ma'ams later related this activity to something we would experience in NCO-hood. if we endure, we would make it through.

yea. we should. let's all endure and make it through. let's all relive the wonderful moment, when we finally finished, bursting joy in our hearts as we wanted to share our experiences with our sqdmates but did not have enough breath to. let us relive how welcoming that rest was, how much we needed it. let us re-taste the sweetness of air as it fills our lungs after being deprived of it for so long. yes. endure, and we would make it through. the result we get, shall be a reward to our endurance.

" 'success' only comes before 'work' in the dictionary"






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