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Blogged @ 8:07 PM


hey thanks for all the bdae wishes!!! AND THE PRESENTS!! *screams*

MOOSE: HAHAAH THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND THE HUGE KISS!! AND THANKS FOR THE PIZZZA!! I LOVE U!! AWW SO SWEET I'M SO TOUCHED!! OH MAN! I'LL BAKE U A CAKE ON UR BIRTHDAY...=PPPP

papa: THNAKS FOR THE HAPPIE BIRTHDAY WISH ON THE 25TH!! i was so touched...hahaha. thanks so much!! LOVE U LOTS AND TAKE CARE OKAY!!

my darling mianjun: although u are in beijing now..but hear this: I LOVE THE PRESENTS U GAVE!! i am eating the bei-bei mian now...HAHAHA and the file is good!!! it looks good on the table anyway...hahaha. LOVE U AND TAKE CARE LOTS!!!

dearest kaka: THANK U FOR THE FILE!!! its HUMONGOUS. hahaha must be because u knew i'm not organised. =P ah well..u will nvr see this msg anyway...but must thank!!!

wenshi: thank you for the sms!! so early in the morning lehh...hahaha. it was so sweet of u!!! hope ur obs rocked!!=))))

leonard: oh my i carn believe u...haha. u got wenshi to sms on ur behalf. so sweet...=)) love u all!!!

ee anna: thank you for the sms too!! oh man i remember now that i still owe u a birthday present...=P

ee jenny: HEY EJ!! u share the same bdae as me...haha. so weird. i sms u u sms me back. =P hope u have had a happie birthday!!

my dear niece: thanks for calling at 1030 just to wish me!! i'm was so touched when u sang the song over the phone...sorrie didn have time to chat last night, but i do hope u are doing well!! love u lots!!

gwenpa: thank you for the birthday wishes!! i'm so touched u actually remembered my birthday...haha earlie in the morning summore...=P thank u! and i wun forget urs...17 sep. ahha

sharon: thanks for the card!!! i'm touched. its so cute!!! you stay happie always k!!!!

wanqin: the pencil case is sitting in my bag now, comfortably. AHHA! i promise i wun vandalise it. even if i REALLIE HAVE TO vandalise smth, i'll vandalise urs. HAHAHA! (jkjk)

junice: hey the lovely card is lying in my drawer. I LOVE THAT BAOTU!! great. now that shall be my trademark. must go scan it...ahha

peizhi: the sweet smelling house perfume u gave me is standing upon the piano, cos i reallie dunno how to use it...haha...nvm, it shall make the piano smell nice! it stinks all the time anyway...haha

jialu: thanks for all the candy!!! oh man it must have taken u a lot of time to choose and to buy...ahha. although it wasn a birthday present, but thanks!!!=P

doose: thanks so much for the sms earlie in the morning!! hahaah i reallie appreciated it so much!!!

jiaying: thanks so much for the sms!!! u remembered too!! hahaa dun worrie i wun forget urs next year!! love u and take care ya?

huijun: the HILARIOUS wood pecker is also sitting on the piano, (somehow, the piano has become a place where i put all the things i would break) and my brother's crazy over it. he's starting to have this idea that his hair looks nice in green...=S

marilyn, jiebin, yuzhen, minting: thanks for the photoframe!! its again, on the piano, but its blank at the moment. carn find a suitable photo of the suitable size to put in...haha...all too small..

peiyi: thanks for WIGO!!! its so cute! and its so sweet...ahha rubi's baby. its palm sized!! and its now...erm. sitting on the piano...*embarrassed look* haha. but rubi's beside it!!! yup yup!!=P

olivia: the lovely, purple beautiful wind chime is (not on the piano of course) but its hanging at the window. ITS PRETTY!!! thank u so much...=) i actually wanted to hang it on the fan, then it would be reallie dramatic when u turn on the fan. =)

YUP..THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE!! YOU ALL MADE MY DAY=)))

Blogged @ 4:26 PM


now i feel like jumping off the building. why isnt anyone replying?! isn't anyone going to help me?! i've ben asking leekoon since last evening to send the tianwang through msn, then telling her i have added her. i sent like 2 msgs, but no reply. until now. i stayed up till 1++am yesterday just in case she msgs, and i can go online to receive the file from her. i noe i've been irritating la, msging her and all that, but i'm DESPO, k? reallie despo. okay, maybe she's charging her phone. maybe she's busy. maybe her phone spoilt and she changed her phone. maybe her sim card broke(due to my excessive sms-ing) and she changed a new one, which can be only activated today. but DARLING!!!, my entire "future" depends on YOU. if u send me the file asap, i can practise asap, and achieve perfection asap, THEN maybe he lao shi will be happy with me, and i can go for camp! BUT NOW, if u DONT send me the file asap, i CANNOT practise asap, and then i'll die a horrible death. which in this case, isnt it better if i jump off the building?

then he laoshi is another one! i wrote her two emails, waited patiently for 2 days for her to reply, then finally, cannot tahan, i had to MESSAGE her to tell her to check her email. but there was no reply, not in email NOR sms. and mind u, that was YESTERDAY. like, what?!! hello? okay, maybe she needs an hour to type one character, so she needs like days. maybe her phone spoilt. maybe her computer spoilt. but before i msged her she still active, cos i was asking whether or not i could go to school and get the cd from her and she was telling me she isnt free today and also abt practise and asking me to pass the msg, then the moment i msged her to tell her to check her email, she shut up like a clam. and i havent heard from her till now. goodness gracious!

i'm saying this once and for all. IF i dun receive any reply from he lao shi via email OR sms, i'm just going to go for camp. wouldn it be fun, to have like one of ur members suddenly disappearing into thin air? that would be a great game! let's play disappearing! then if i dun receive ANY file from lee koon, i'm still going to go for the camp. i DONT CARE. i think i deserve to go for the camp cos i have already tried my best in achieving perfection in BOTH areas. and now i'm totally worn out. i need a break. if they try to stop me from going, they can hapilly go to changi jetty and try to catch the boats there. I DONT CARE. they wont make it to pulau ubin anyway. so long!

ps. oh btw sqdmates, i have finished the emcee script. er that was yesterday. ahha.

Blogged @ 8:58 AM


hiii

back again! kindly requested by miss jiebin to blog a LONG LONG LONG POST. BRACE URSELF!!!=)))

welll....okay it is sabbatical week!!! and i'm like so excited! but its kind of stupid when school starts next week. SO DUMB SO DUMB!!! dunno why in the world would ppl put a break in the middle of nowhere, but oh well. its NOT exactly a break though. we have the june hols. ki si yin. met dou an mang. moe si gan tuk shu, hai an dou lou yeng. gee den yin mou dong shee zou, aan you si kian. ngai den nin leh, jiu aan mang. gee den yin mak gay dou moe, mm chiong ngai den yin. an dou dong shee, moe si kian xiu ship, moe si kian zou gong kou, aan yong zou man kou shee? den haa ngai den yin mm chit giat gee den yin fu ze. wir haben soviel Arbeit tun sein Betonen ich, heraus, das ich wirklich dieses hasse und ausserdem, werden wir bald übernehmen. ich wirklich fühle nicht an allen bereit.

its coming. i can feel it. and i dun like it one bit. sometimes its so stressed on us.

AND I HATE U. GET OUT OF MY LIFE COS U SUCK. SUCKERS SHOULDN BE ALLOWED ON THIS EARTH. THEY POLLUTE THE PLACE.
I DUN THINK U NOE I AM REFERRING TO U. BUT TOO BAD I AM. I HATE U. HEARLESS, LOVELESS, CARELESS, IRRITATING CREATURE.

sorrie if this post is confusing u. cos i'm just throwing bits and pieces of my thoughts into this. arghhh. now i gtg.

Blogged @ 7:02 PM


I LOVE SABBATICALS
oh my they rock!!! we are doing advanced life sciences, and we reallie get a feel of like, what ppl might do in their senior years, u noe, DNA and stuff
reaaaal cool. we extracted the DNA from some bacteria, and we were told the necessary precautions to take to protect ourselves against the bacteria, which can be harmful. very funnn!!! i reallie enjoyed today, learning and all. i love things when they are not graded. you dont study to prove a worth u noe.

yea. then later i went to the doc..(sorrie sqdms...and thanks for all that concern!!=)) i didn noe until my mum msged me, telling me i have apptment today. haiz. and haha...olivia and bixuan, i didn manage to get u guys mc-s. a little bit fishy dun u think? me asking for two mc-s. and what excuse would i give? ;) haha. well, the doctor anyhow poke poke here, poke poke there, then listen here listen there. then finally, she said: "ure okay, but must take care!" then she started teaching me how to use an inhaler all over again. hahaha. she's funny la. she thinks i dunno how to use one? =P

Blogged @ 6:15 PM


i'm so stressssedddd

my napfa is DEAD. i couldn even run my 2.4. i ran 2 rounds and collapsed. literally, as in into the arms of my classmates. i think i scared them...=S sorrie...=$ i was sprinting, cos i was afraid i wouldn make it (yea i noe it was stupid...dun chide me anymore) then i realised i couldn breathe after the first 1.5 round. i started asking for inhaler...apparently i think no one understood. then i couldn tahan, and just BOM. yeaa. haiz. must build up. ms chang was so sweet. she did breathing exercises with me, and all my classmates were so concerned. thank u everyone.=) special thanks to yijing, the faithful st john's cadet. reallie pro man! then ya...so i got better, and i am not allowed to run until term 3...=( but nvm. got lots of time to build up.

can i die? now? i'd rather end my life than live through this. or...maybe not. i still want my humans scholarship. hmm...did i change my life plan again? okay i didn change it THERE. i will change it NOW. hahaha...oh man this is the dunno what-th time i'm changing it. i'm not studying medicine anymore. BIO IS SO TOUGH TO PASS!!!! *freaking out*

okay. i wanna write plays. i wanna direct. since i love drama so much, might as well go into it in the future. i'll be rich anyway...=P okayy. so...erm. in JC, i'll work for the humanns scholarship. (good deal u noe...guranteed place in top universities in the world, like harvard my dream school...) and i wanna take chem. (am i allowed to combine literature and chem?) dunno dun care. okay, so that's settled. i'll go for that. yayyy. =) one burden off my mind. i feel that sometimes ppl are a little dumb. i'm not gonna specify WHO exactly, but well...from reading u should guess. lemme clue u in. its got smth to do with politics and social and economical matters. ah-ha! okay. u noe THEY shouldn make us study too many subjects. as a young person, no longer an adolescent, i feel that we should have the right to choose for our own future. like, its not fair to make us study subjects that we absolutely detest (sometimes u dun get to choose) and cannot ever do well in. and when we fail and fail again, they take it as we are not working hard enough, and still put those DREADED marks into our average, pulling all the good marks down. let me stress this. THIS IS NOT HELPING SINGAPORE. NOT THE ECONOMY NOW OR IN THE FUTURE. AND WORSE OF ALL, ITS NOT HELPING THE KIDS, WHICH IS US.

listen, i have a little strategy, if u could call it that way. wouldn it be better, if we were given a choice to choose what we want to study, study it well, and professionalise in it. yes, of course u must have the basics. i feel that, we should study all subjects until around sec 2, streaming, then we would choose the particular subject we feel we reallie want and need. that way, i promise we would churn out more THINKING scholars than we are doing so now,(and even now, i dun think even 50% of our "scholars" can think) and we would reallie fufil the huo2 dao4 lao3 xue2 dao4 lao3 erm...wassat? a theory? yes. i noe that we do get a choice in university. but by then, its too late. why dun we start from young? for professional, super models, they are trained from young, diet and all, that's why they always look so fabulous. for professional gymnasts, they train from young too, that's why their flexibility is there, and they can win medals for the country. -when u have the passion for something, u will want to learn more about it, strive for it, and put in your very best in it.- wouldn it be better, if everyone could study what they want to study, and because of passion, strive for perfection in that subject? doesn it make more sense to study for something because u love it, instead of studying because if u dun u will fail horribly and cannot be promoted? think abt it. seriously.

now the situation here is, we study 7, 8, 9, 10, subjects in secondary school, and that's seriously NOT GOOD AT ALL. go global and seeeee.
firstly, the kids wun be zhuan1, which is something like, noe a bit of this and that, here and there, but nvr a very detailed picture. smth like what we would call ban4 tong3 shui3. why allow that to happen???? some dudes rock at science. some at math, or even chinese, and happen to suck at everything else. why dont we allow these ppl to study what they want? what they have passion in and are good at? instead of making them study until lian3 qing1 qing1 for something they dun even noe what the hell is talking about. for those who are not good in their studies, which is like fail and all (i'm going to be direct. i'm not going to beat around the bush so sorrie for the offensive language) u dun have to force them to study or anything, u dun even have to force them to retake their psle 3 times. just let them retake once more, and if they fail again, ask them a simple question! "boy/girl, what do u want to be when u grow up? do u still want to take the psle?" give them time to think. a few days or a week, let them talk to their parents, or rather, the teacher should talk to the parents. (here's where the job of an educator comes in.) the teacher should be rational enough, sensible and wise enough, to direct a path that he/she thinks should suit the child most, for the person who knows a child best in terms of school work is not a parent; its the teacher whom the child sees everyday. if the answer is yes, then, fine. retake. if no, then allow him/her to go elsewhere, like the media, or such, as long as its his passion, let him pursue it. AND ANOTHER THING. i feel strongly, that posting to secondary schools SHOULDNT be decided in a DAY!!! its crazy! how are u supposed to decide ur future in a day?! make it longer! most children, i observed, regret their choice of secondary schools. why make them miserable? give them a few days to decide, and u will have more happie ppl around.

secondly, THE EDUCATION SYSTEM IS SPOILING OUR CHILDHOOD. isn it sad, parents, to see other children in other countries spending their lives playing and learning through playing, yet they do well in their studies, but looking our children in singapore, we are mugging away in books, no time to play and everything(if u think going out and such is play, u should see play overseas) learning only from books and studying for marks. this is terrible. that's why our children here are pathetically un-street-smart and brainless whereas the children overseas are more mature and hui4 bian4 tong1.
one line to add: change the education system. please.

Blogged @ 6:56 PM


I SURVIVED THE WEEK!!! yayy!!!!

awkay. first things first. jiebin, i need to apologise. this is all my fault. see ah, I didn tell jolene that i wanted to come along. (forgot, anyway, it was something trivial) so i didn noe u all would wait. thus when we didn see u all, we assumed that u all were at kap. so we messaged and called to confirm. but no one replied, except connie, she called huijun back. by that time, we were at kap already. so u see, we reallie didn noe that u guys waited for us, thus i dun feel that its jolene's fault. i'm not saying its ur fault either. if anyone has to be blamed, then blame me. =)

yeaa...today was NPDP!! so exciting. i was so nervous, scared i would not be able to hold the flag (pungi(??) pungi and some sqdmates u all would noe this)then in the end, right, i managed to hold the flag for the 3 minutes but my flag didn drop. as in, when i hormat my flag got tangled. i was so upset i cried during senangdiri. it reallie was very very upsetting, for we trained so hard. i just wanted to die there and then. *wails* whatever. we had math test AFTER SCHOOL. and i hurt my finger!!! dunno wat's wrong with it. its swollen, bruised on both sides and i carn straighten OR bend it. poor finger. then today during math test i couldn hold down the ruler, and i ended up pointing the middle finger cos i couldn exert any force on it...bleughh

life is so tragic. now i noe why ppl say ren2 shen1 jiu4 xiang4 yi1 chang3 xi4, cos in the midst of enjoying, something could just plunge down and spoil everything. my life's especially interesting. its like a stock market. one day i could be very high, things could be going reallie well, and the next day my mood can totally change because of unfortunate stuff. example, i got 44/50 for chem and 62/100 for chinese. both papers came back on the same day. before recess i was so elated and esctatic and after recess, i was so upset i nearly died. so depressing. carn my life be stable? i hate this kind of life sometimes. yea sure, its fun, its colourful, i might even write an entire novel on it and no one would guess that that was my life. but with this kind of life, i'll get a heart attack one day and die. its scary. i carn bring myself to face the rapid ups and downs in my life sometimes. life was quite normal until this year. suddenly, my life became rapids in water, constant ups and downs coloured my life, streaking across it with ugky, loud colours, staining and scarring me forever. i hate it. ask it to go away. and dun u dare come back again.

Blogged @ 8:58 PM