bubble bubbly bubbling!

now im happy((:

COOKIE BAKING CIP WITH PIGO!

doesnt this rawk=D

mr is easily contented(:

Blogged @ 7:20 PM


for how long are you going to run away?

for how long are you going to do this to me?

you're not playing your part.

i hate you.

sometimes.

Blogged @ 6:25 PM


today i went nutz with yuzhen. hahaha.

OP IS FINALLY OVER!!!

ended at 10(: then stoned in sch for awhile. then went with suhui and yize to KAP. lol. had a crazy time. me and suhui team up to niao yize HAHAHA.

uncle niao.

then we all went back to sch, saw the second half of 79 preparing for presentation. hope they all did well!!!((: haha. stoned in sch with suhui (i was waiting for yuzhen and suhui was waiting for her STRUDEL DATE=DD), reading foxtrot. hmm we're v good at stoning. finally yuzhen came then we went to interchange and drank BBT! had a hard time placing our orders cos we were too busy avoiding uncle BBT. -_- could tell he was trying to avoid us too. it was damn awkward, placing ur orders without looking at the person behind the counter. then we went BML, on the way stopping by NTUC, as usual. stoned there for 30 mins deciding what to buy HAHA. we also stopped at the various shoe shops and boutiques along the way, browsing through clothes and accessories. we had time on our hands anw. finally we arrived at BML, went around looking for books, saw bonzo and laughed our heads off as usual. think shes kinda used to it. loll. sorrie bonzo! but ure good entertainment, whether or not ure aware of it=)

stoned (again) in library, reading comics for abt 2 hours? before setting off home. yuzhen came over to print stuff. then shun bian watch the 5.30 show. hehe. then shun bian visit ppl's friendster profiles and write nonsensical testimonials to spam their profile. LOL poor alex and caineliew. and POOR ME=( yuzhen forced me to write one for her using my account hahaha. dont care im gonna make her write me one back=P

okay, thats the end of my very fun day. hahaha havent been so happy and carefree in such a long time!(:

tmr im getting up early to send my parents off at the airport with junjun. they're going to china, leaving us kids alone in SG. WOOTS~ we have eeanna coming to stay, and money to spend HAHA. rocks. looking forward to lots of fun home alone!XD

ps. SORRIE YUZHEN. HAHA using ur name feels so weird. must think of a new name for u! cos he said that mud means. hmm. yea u noe. LOL.

okay will tell u when i think of a name!!!!=DDDD

Blogged @ 10:24 PM


im very good at doing things on impulse.

but ive a very bad memory.

so i tend to forget what ive said or done.

im sorrie if i hurt u.

forgive me.

Blogged @ 10:23 PM


im a human.

and all humans are selfish.

therefore im selfish.

forgive me.

Blogged @ 9:18 PM


it felt so good letting all that out. ((:

dun get me wrong. i dun hate u. its just, letting out whats been bottled inside me for so long.

Blogged @ 2:29 PM


i havent been here in eons. literally.

last post dated 3 Aug? haha. when have i gone so long without blogging? or did i?

im no longer the frumpy, frivolous girl i once was at the beginning of this year. im no longer 100% positive, happy, or even crazy like before. ive even lost the naivety that made me different from others. in other words, im just a typical 17 year old now. or worse. is that good? fitting in like the rest of my peers? personally i dun think so. im even beginning to find myself boring.

where have i gone? seriously. jaded by schoolwork, projects, irresponsible individuals and relationships, yea, ive spelt it all out. but ive never been so affected before. nothing, i repeat, NOTHING, that stood in my way was enough to change my character. deep down or on the surface, i dunno, im still the same old me. unique the way i am, special and precious in the eyes of some. but some part of me has changed. im more tired, i get bored easily, i no longer think the world is beautiful. in some ways. maybe im getting old? haha. but thats like. -_- ure 17 years old and u claim ure getting old.

maybe one day ill find myself back. somehow.

and here ill make a promise to myself: ill never never let anything or anyone change who i am. no matter what.

cos its not worth it.

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this year wasnt as good as it started out. maybe its fate? maybe its just an obstacle i have to cross for a better life. (HA HA better life-_-)

the gods have been funny, planting weird ppl in my life this year. i have wonderful friends, ppl who will be there for me no matter what. ppl who treasure me, ppl who enjoy my company, ppl who love me as much as i love them. but there were also ppl who were rude, irresponsible, irritating, unreasonable, blah blah.

i noe i have done wrong too. cos it takes two hands to clap. but i just wish that they found me as irritating as i found them. its fairer that way.

anw.

Blogged @ 1:31 PM