today is blogging day. because its just so boring staying at home. alone.
i love my family a million times more than i love myself. (like duh who doesn noe that)
i love my friends more than i love myself. (duh again)
i miss my cesuozhu :(
alot alot.
going out tmr with maliling and sqdmates!((((((:
finally i wun feel lonely. haha.
theres a void inside me. waiting to be filled. now i noe how su feels. cos im feeling it too. i feel so empty? and staying at home and feeling bored doesn help it one bit. i need to find something fufiling to do to fill the space in me, or at least to occupy me so ill stop thinking of that space.
im getting a splitting headache. the second one in 2 days.
whats with u and ur ups and downs?why wun u reply?i hope im not sending u the wrong signals.im pissing ppl off without knowing it.
im just weird these days. sigh. i dun even noe me anymore.
i have no idea where im heading. but i certainly hope im not taking the wrong steps.
cos i cant afford to make another mistake again.
Blogged @ 4:45 PM