im sorrie

for doing what i did yesterday.

but i guess it had to be done. cos there was no longer any point in holding on. holding on will only hurt.

i gotta move on and be who i am
i just dun belong here, i hope u understand
we might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now, i gotta go my own way.

i sent u this song, if u rmb.

i hope it was a mutual decision yesterday, and not just a decision on my part. but even if u were hurt, u would never let me know. and thats just dumb, keeping it all to urself. if i ever said anth abt not wanting to know how u feel, i take my words back. cos i'd rather be hurt and feel guilty than let u bottle up everything and die from an overdose. at least when i know whats wrong, we share the stress.

and thats what friends are for, as cliche as it sounds. (all these cliche phrases fit in at the most uncliche moments. lol.)

there is never a right time to say goodbye.

but we've never said goodbye. cos we're still friends. we'll still help each other, and laugh(maybe) and talk(maybe). and i still see u as a good buddy. someone i can count on. i hope u do too.

haha rmb the tip i gave u? bear it in mind k. very very very impt;) and heres another tip: get rid of ur sanfenzhongredu problem. cos while u can like an item on a whim, u cant do that to a person. that would mean ure having a fling=ure a flirt. HAHA hard to imagine u as a flirt. okay. am i making sense? lol. nevermind

anw,

thank u for always being here and for everything we've shared(:

growing up hurts.

but life goes on.

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