okay. i finally found some inspiration to blog...

so much has happened in the past 3 weeks.

its like, everything i nvr imagined has happened. i dunno what to say.
not that i realised it immediately. it was more like a sudden realisation that day when i was talking to snail.

sometimes i dunno what to do.

not that i dun like it. its pleasant enough. but shocking i guess. cos i nvr expected it in the first place...i thought i would lead a perfectly normal, mundane life. but now...u can say its screwed i guess. ahhaa. getting used to the screwed life im leading tho.

i rmb saying ill hate hwachong. but now i love it to bits. hahaha!

i love my classmates too. we're a good class. <3

i noe there are ppl i can turn to, in and out of class when im troubled. i noe there will always be someone for me to confide in(:

im glad whoever's up there is watching over me. and im glad He put me in S79.

valentine's day is coming. for the first time in my life, i actually got gifts for some ppl. hahaha. normally i only give bday prezs.

okay. this post sounds weird. maybe cos im feeling emo now. but i cant write what im feeling here. its too public.

basically, i just wanna say, sometimes ive reallie had enough.

if u can guess then go ahead.
i hate to ***** myself. it hurts.
i hate to ******** until ******. it makes me wanna cry everytime i see my mum.
i hate to ********** esp when im ******************
sometimes my head feels like its gonna burst.
but i noe i cant let that happen. cos i noe i dun have the zige, to be upset, to emo, to breakdown.
dun try to convince me otherwise.
its not going to work.
cos i noe it.

okay...shall stop emo-ing!

haha. i actually have a list of ppl to give prezs to. aiyah shit. what should i get for my angel and mortal. shit shit shit. i feel so guilty. very dui bu qi them. cos i nvr reply their letters de. but its not like i dun want. its not smth i can control. i want to reply, but i dun have the ability to! im so so sorrie. shall get them nicer presents to make up for being a horrible angel and mortal to them):

okay. gtg.

i pray we'll find your light, and hold it in our arms...when stars go on each night, eternal light will shine...

let this be our prayer, when shadows fill our day...

lead us to a place, guide us with ur grace, give us faith so we'll be safe...

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omg i havent updated in 1000 years!

OKAY I SHALL UPDATE NOW!!

i love my class!! 07S79 you rock! woo!!
think we are a superb class....cos we are super close tho we only noe one another for like 3 weeks. hahaha.

aye

dunno what to blog abt. nowadays im braindrained cos of cca

haha.

EVERYONE MUST COME SUPPORT HUANG CHENG OKAY!!(:

rocks rocks.

yay. update again some other time ba

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