hmm...went to send bx, lt and wl off today. gave them the warmest hug and told them to take care before they left. guess it'll be reallie a long while before we even see them again. six weeks. a darn long time. snail will be flying soon too...this sunday. and honey will be going on friday. and lu4 lu4 xu4 xu4, sqdmates who are going overseas will be gone, those that arent will remain on this little island.

i wonder what i'll do this holiday.

besides the service learning, which only starts on the 7th, and the possibility of going to malaysia to visit my relatives, i dun think i have anything else big on. i'll probably be idling my time away as usual; read a bit, study a bit, go out with friends and family, stone, that's abt it. was thinking of getting a holiday job, but i dunno who'll hire me. if i get a job, i want to do smth meaningful or fun though. dun want to take on some job that just requires me to sit there and stone. i dun want to get paid for stoning. so i shall see. i feel like selling my voice to the world. haha. that'll earn bucks. maybe i'll work with advertising or animation companies: i'll be their voice-over. well.

woke up horribly giddy this morning, puking and stuff. dunno what's up with me. and my sentences, i realised, are awfully choppy today. maybe my brain's going on strike. first it triggered dizziness. then now it made me type choppy. argh....

bye!

i promise u, i promise myself that i will tell u everything after Os. everything. just the way it is. the whole truth and nothing but the truth. i promise. now i need time to think of how i am going to break the news. gosh..

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