my exams for the year 2006 officially ended today.

chinese wasnt so bad, i guess. hope i make it.

the moment i stepped home, my mum gave me a hug for having finally completed my exams. then she prodded me on my shoulder, and smiling, said to me, "time to study again ah! next year J1 already!" man, i looked at her in utter shock. i dunno if she noticed my jaw hanging so far down it almost touched the floor. although she laughed later and patted my shoulder, i dunno whether to take her words for real, i mean, like i just finished my exams??

okay, maybe i SHOULD start studying. a BIT. after all, it was study, break....hardly study, then exams finally ended. well. couldn say i put in all my cows and horses for this chinese paper. but i did read, a BIT. haha. but i'm not reallie in the mood to play yet, anyway. first, there's target. oh its excruciating just to think abt it. TARGET. gosh. its bugging me night and day, day and night. dunno when it'll be completed. and i just cant get any ling gan for it! arghh!! i did abt 9 pieces already...even my friend was shocked la. everytime my friend talks to me, i'm always doing target...couldn help but blurt out one day, "eh why u always doing target ah??" well, i didn noe what to reply. =S gosh. haha...

secondly, many of my close friends are still having exams. ppl like ah mud, whom i normally go out with, my cousins dawnnie and leonard-the-irritating-tall-one, friends from other schools, six-ducks, flea, and my other pri sch friends. so even if i go out and play, it wun be so excitingly exciting. because even when ure out playing with ur closest friends, and u think of how ur other friends are slogging away at home for the exams, u cant help but feel a teeny weeny bit guilty. dunno abt u ppl, but for me, i definitely feel a strong twinge of guilt, like i shouldn be out here, but should go home and study like them.

thirdly, i didn reallie study very hard this year, so when everything's over, i dun feel any kind of relief. i feel...the same. *frowns* (i rmb penguin and i were talking and laughing abt how "same" we feel. haha) so i still feel like taking out stuff to read and blah. like normal. just that the stuff i read now will probably be different. haha. like my pill book, and zhichangdachangjin. shall finidh reading them, though i cant gurantee i can rmb every drug in the pill book. i cant even pronounce the names. gosh. i can only noe the drug and tell u its function if you show me the name. grah.

and finally. i got some inspiration for target! yay. i'm happy with how it looks. knew that the pic i found was a good one! haha. hopefully it comes out okay. when i sent it it looked distorted=S. ah well.

yay. my show's starting in 21 minutes. i shall go stone a while before coming back on. tata.

PS. to all out there taking o levels, marry-me-maria sincerely wishes u all the best! may you stay focused throughout the exams and give it ur best shot! break a leg!(:

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