i want to be a chemist.

i'm very sure.

at least...i think so. i may change my mind...like always. (:

ah well. but if anyone noes of any job which allows me to work in the hospital yet at the same time hold a chemist's job (not a pharmacist please. i dun mean any offence, reallie, but i just dun want to spend my life standing behind the counter giving out medicine...=X)and get a high pay, cos i reallie need it, i'll gladly take it. of course, i dun mind being a doctor too. actually, i want to be a doctor...maybe a paediatrician, or a psychologist, or a gynaecologist...but since my first and possibly ONLY aspiration in life is to be a xian2 qi1 liang3 mu3 ten years from now, i dun think it'll work out if i were to go for a degree in medicine (think PHd is more like it...since mere graduates are littered all over singapore already) since it would take YEARS. and when i say years, i mean more than 10 years. cos there's like internship and housemanship (have been talking a lot to yifang) so yar. sometimes u cant have ur cake and eat it. so i'll just do chem, since i like it and according to ppl, its somewhat my forte. then hopefully before i get married and settled down, i'll already have had my degree and a job for a few years. so i wun be totally penniless.

i'll make sure i'm nvr totally penniless, because things can happen after marriage. say if i have to get a divorce, i must have money of my own so i'll be able to fight for the custody of my children and raise them till they get a job of their own. so u see, in just a veryshortspan of TEN years, i have to
1) get a degree in chem (however far i can go)
2) get a (high paying?) job
3) work for a few years
4) save a tidy sum of money
5) get married
6) have kids

gosh. what a lot to accomplish in ten years.

i reallie hope i can make it. i guess among all my friends, i'm the most marriage-oriented one. i dunno why i'm so darn weird. haha! i certainly dun belong to this century...cos i believe ppl tend to be more career-oriented than marriage oriented. oh well. i'm always odd.

went to GWC with ah mud and mum and anan today. ate two ice creams!! mango sherbert and wild raisin...so supercalifragilisticexpealadocious! ah mud ate lime sherbert and mocha chips!! we love love ice cream! then later, we walked around...sat at like macs for 45 mins cos we were waiting for anan to finish his icecream. did a bio paper while waiting. ah mud was doing math, then later she digressed and we looked at the MCQ questions of the bio paper together. haha. then we went shopping at cold storage...laughed a lot...at smth i cant recall now. but i rmb we laughed at cheese and some other food. haha.

haix. houbehbeh is leaving soon. i think i'll reallie miss him. he'll be the first male teacher i ever will miss. he's reallie nice. and reallie good. just that he used all his knowledge in the wrong place at the wrong times. he's very philosophical, because he studied history in the U. he wasnt meant to be a chinese teacher. but because he came to singapore, and singapore didn teach history in chinese, he had no choice but to be a chinese teacher, which i must admit he wasnt very good at. but all the same, he was interesting, fun-loving, and actually had a strong sense of humour, though he was rather lame at times.

i appreciated his patience and his warmth toward us despite the fact that he was better off talking to the wall every lesson. i truly respected him, and when term 3 started, i made it a point to listen to him attentively every single chinese lesson. and i did. jlp claimed that i was his only pupil because i was the only person who actually listened attentively to everything he said. haha. and i'm reallie glad i did too. i'm reallie glad i changed my attitude early, because not only did i learn a lot of chinese culture, history and words, i also felt that i have tried as a student, to make a teacher's day. in the end, because the whole class didn listen, houbehbeh ended up actually reciting lessons and reading passages in my face, since i was the only one listening and looking at him. (i just have a tendency to look ppl in the eye when i talk to them or when they talk to me) i'm glad that i paid attention, or else i would regret horribly now.

heh i'm flitting from one topic to another. like SNAP.

i devised a new way of laughing! it goes like, "neep neep neep!" for those of u who are familiar with the animorphs, u'll probably noe this sound. its the victorious shout of the helmacrons. haha. cos my brother AND sister loves animorphs(after i intro-ed the book to them. one is 10 and one is 12. gosh. shows how little they actually read...) then i was wondering why they were so crazy over it...so i read one of the newer books...and there were the helmacrons! i loved their "neep neep neep" so much i used it on my friends. haha. jlp and hj were so irritated or tickled by it, they punished me by forcing me to go "neep neep neep" whenever i wanted to laugh instead of laughing normally. poor me!:(

okay, bye!

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