this week has been rather dry.

no.

totally dry.

there isnt a bit of excitement....and i havent been online ALL week. finally....today! *looks up at the sky....dramatising effect comes in. all the beautiful lights around...* ahh whatever...hahaha. laming around now.

hmm...actually nothing much to say. okay. maybe a few. but before that....there's smth i need to get out of my mind. very random i noe. its smth only certain ppl will noe abt and understand what i am writing...its going to sound like code to everyone else.

actually, i feel that it is impt...i mean, if u cant keep it, this promise, why did u even do it in the first place? its so wrong....and it hurts everyone. please dun repeat that mistake again. besides, dun u feel anything at all? i mean, all these that happens, i dun see u having any response of any sort! are u totally devoid of feelings altogether? maybe its the education system here that's moulding weirdos....madly odd, unfeeling freaks. that was what shocked me most, u noe....that u didn feel ANYTHING at all... i mean. all that u have done i can understand, i noe, and i see why u do what u have done. but at least FEEL?! i mean, its reallie too mean.. this....its reallie too far. u seriously have stretched ur limits. i seriously pray and hope that u will sober up a bit...and perhaps make ammendments although its a teeny weeny bit too late.

then u. what's ur problem? i seriously dun get it....how can this happen? how can u do this?! that poor poor thing. ure the one i dun understand here! and i have a feeling i dun want to understand....its a bit too complicated for me. this is getting way too absurd!

okay. enough of the randomisation.

went out with my mum today...hahaha. the moment she knew i finished sch at 1.30, she decided she wanted to take me out, since my siblings will all be at sch still and i'll be alone with her even if i dun go out. yea...went plaza sing. had a very nice lunch...then went to get the stuff my mum needed to get. then walked ard....went home...went to get my brother and yar...

but was still too full from lunch to eat dinner=X ate quite little.

haix...week 6 only left with physics and bio test...PHYSICS...gosh. my worst worst subject. but now radioactivity not too bad. i just hate circuits. its not the calculations that kill u, (i mean, its just formula right??) its the EXPLANATIONS that reallie truly get on ur nerves. every word is so darn impt! one word lacking, whole question wrong. and my english is not exactly tremendously powerful....and i dun read teachers' minds. so HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I NOE WHAT WORD U ARE LOOKING FOR?!

gah. chem and bio are so much easier....

hmmm....gotta read more to brush up my language. both are dropping in standard!! i was horribly shocked to realise that. shall borrow more books to read.... as for chinese books...(which i borrow once in a heart-shaped purple moon) which means, literally, NEVER, i can always start with the book my dad has left for me on the table before he left for china.....TOTOCHAN IN CHINESE. chuang bian de xiao nu hai. like, WOW. hopefully that wun pose as much of a problem for me! wahaha. since the only chinese i read is chinese newspaper...and its not even daily. but i like 2359 and simianbafang....so i always read them. carn blame me...after all i'm not even chinese. i'm a chinses. wahaha.

lame.

=P

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