i just need to rant, okay?

life sucks

life sucks

life sucks

i hate my life currently. i want out. i want to choose my own path. i dun want to be controlled! i want things to go the way we want it once in a while. i'm not being selfish because i am not asking for too much. i do not want to do stupid portfolio. this stupid piece of boliao irritating assignment is plaguing me day and night. i'm actually WORRIED for it. oh GOD. what's wrong with me. i just want to get this stupid piece of assignment off my pathetically tortured mind. as if its not corrupted enough. my heart and my mind are sobbing inside me. i cant wait for freedom.

FREEDOM. when have i last heard that word? when have i last experienced it?

its been so damned long ago i dun even rmb anymore.

GRAH. whatever.

Blogged @ 7:48 PM


and again its been a thousand years since i blogged.

my blog is pretty much dead and dying...

i have sore eyes again haha. second attack. dunno why so many cases of sore eyes this year. i guess i didn reallie care for it properly. i mean, lets admit it. who likes the taste of eyedrops. yuck so bitter. =X

its portfolio blues again. i hate portfolio. doesn make much sense right. i mean, write and edit and rewrite and edit....its so dumb! its not as if u write without thinking. every piece of work that gets printed out goes through at least 3 rounds of editing on the way. so whats the use of editing so much if ur first draft is supposedly ur best draft since u put in so much effort into it? i HATE portfolio. waste of time and effort. grah.

this week at school was pretty fun. envi science. each grp got two frogs to take care of. haha was in a grp with pz, wq, ju and hj. PWMJH!! then we named our frogs ah fat and ah thin. reallie cute. i'll take them home tmr when i go to sch with my mum to get report book. yayness. i love frogs. =D

i love envi science too. maybe i'll go into this when i grow older. so much more simple to understand than normal lessons. dunno why. maybe its interesting so it gets my brain working and all. what i pity i missed today's session. concluding lessons....will get to look at the bacteria in the water we purified yesterday (we reallie did! it was so fun. and we were NOT working with big machines and all) and we will see if there was any oil eating bacteria in the soil sample we collected. ah i love bacteria. =)

i actually prepared my SRQ tt and my freepick 3....let classmates edit. but today not going to sch...so nvm lor. shall sabo ppl online to edit then=D

aye sqdmates having dalt now. if i were there i'll be like playing the gu again. hmmm....wonder how's everything.

oh yar gotta thank HUIJUN THE SNAIL=D for helping me!!! thanks thanks love. sorrie to burden u with all my barang and mafanism. love ya!

okay. 10 minutes up. back to work. back to portfolio. got stuff to do. BOO.

Blogged @ 11:34 AM


its been YEARS

LIGHT years

ah well. all the tests are over!! dunno why but it seems to me that we are particularly slack for sec 4s. i mean, we should be working our heads off, but the way i look at us, we seem so lazy and relaxed, like nothing big is ever going to happen. well ya, for us, maybe, but we still do have our EOYS...gotta work hard and STRIVE. grawowowh.

hmmmm. lets start from where i should have started when i ended off. SATURDAY. man, that's like 6 days back. actually i did blog abt that....on saturday night, but i wasnt able to complete the post and i saved it as a draft. then........dunno what happened to it. AH WELL. blog again lor. anyway its all good memories. haha. on saturday we had UNIT DINNER. it was such an exciting dinner. the food was reallie good, much much better than last time. nothing much to say abt it, just that we ate a lot a lot. hahaha

my father left for hanoi ytd. like suddenly. on another business trip...then this morning my nai nai left for china too. holiday. so the house rather empty now. not that my father is always there, but grandma is. she's always my constant companion when i watch tv or when moose and the rest arent around. i spend much of my time with her. so i'll like stuff her with popcorn or chocolate or whatever afternoon snack i'm having. so she gets a lot of exposure to modern food of the teens. yay.=P

now i have a NEW PET

ALERTS ALERTS NEW PET!!!

this time its........PRAWNS!!!!
one's called murderer, one's called accomplice. cos they ate a frog and now they are being put on trial for the death row. they are surviving happily in the tank. actually i'm rather happy to see them alive. i mean, after having mealworms who ESCAPED, snails which got jet-sprayed off the corridor, grasshoppers who just died in the container, and caterpillars which cheat on ur feelings, its finally a PLEASURE to see things that are happy, surviving, and cant run fast enough to escape.

AH I LOVE PRAWNS=)

k i just realised this post is so so so so short...but who cares. heck la

Blogged @ 7:39 PM