i think there's something wrong with me.

i mean it. literally.

wrong, like. WRONG

like i get so much sleep, but yet i'm so darn lethargic everyday. darn lethargic meaning i carn focus. i feel dead tired. i dread every morning. i dread work. (and i think i'm kind of quiet. more quiet than i am normally...) i dunno what's wrong with me. i'm not like that...

then there are other weird signs. yesterday i was doing some light work when suddenly the world started swooning below me. just sudden giddiness, and it WAS a stubborn bout of giddiness. it kept me swooning for 5 hours. just kept feeling giddy. i couldn bend down, and if i did, the effect was so bad that i had to lie back on the chair and close my eyes before i start feeling less giddy.

then there are the headaches today. my head suddenly started pounding right in the middle, throbing away like nobody's business. and it throbbed for a good 4 or 5 hours before it finally started to subside. it was damn irritating and the worst thing was u couldn hit it like any other headaches because it was hurting right in the middle of the top of your head. so i just had to bear with it.

am i going to die? are these signs? or issit just some blood clot? cos not too long ago, i think a few days back or last week, i hit the back of my head real hard against the glass corner of the coffee table. i rmb i was looking for something under the sofa, then my sister suddenly exclaimed she found it, got me so excited that i bounced up immediately and thus, uh, hit my head. then the weirdest thing was there was no visible bruise, just a little red, but it hurt like crazy. then my mum was trying to guess whether these symptoms had anything to do with me hitting my head. she's debating whether to take me to a doc, but i told her nvm lar. see how first. if it prevails for a few more days then go see doctor la.

oh i also had been having weird dreams lately. maybe its because i hit my head... *thoughtful look*

ah well. who cares. anyway if i start talking weird u will noe why=)

tiredd. need to go rest

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