thurday

life goes on. and i've grown stronger=)

after a bad bad fall, i'm glad to be able to pick myself up and carry on again on my long journey. i'm proud of myself for that=)

shall work reallie hard next year so i can achieve what i want, so i will not fall so badly anymore. i need to learn to build a padding for myself so cushion my fall. i got reallie hurt this time, but this will be the last. since young i've been reallie lucky. every fall i've had, someone always offers their cushion for me to save me just in time, or even before i fall. so i've nvr felt the impact of a fall before. but this time, heaven decided to teach me a lesson. no one offered me a cushion. no one bothered to save me. for once, i'm on my own. gravity pulled me down, air resistance pulled me up. but gravity won. i fell. reallie badly. and although i'm still horribly injured and traumatised, i picked myself up admist the tears, and life went on for me.

i once flew. but not for long. but now i will fly again, this time, at a higher level, at a faster pace. i have direction, and i also have something new: destination. with mdm mak's words, i will fly again, over greater horizons, to greater heights, for a greater future, which will belong to me, and solely me. i learnt that i really must work for what i want. so i shall start early, so sew myself a cushion or padding, in case i fall again, i won't be hurt. and i shall also make myself a navigator, to navigate me towards my correct destination. i will survive. i survived this fall, i am prepared for the next, but i know i will not hurt myself even if i fall again, because i am prepared, and i am ready.

bring it on.

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