i dun feel inspirational today.

dunno why but i think i'm sort of quiet today in school. haha. didn feel like talking much also. didn feel like opening my mouth too much. hmmm...

dunno what's wrong with me today. =( i just dun feel like myself. its like after 1, when sqdmates all started going off, py and mll to IMM, then most went to canteen to eat, and me, pppj and ppfc went home. i dunno why i just want to go home, just dun want to stay any longer in school or go out or anything. and the weirdest thing was i KNEW that if i go home there would be nobody and i'll be alone, which is yea, true, because i'm home now and there IS nobody. but yet i still went home. i could have like, gone home with mud and made my life a whole lot easier but...yea.
i must be crazy. there is reallie something wrong with me. SIGH. and i also realised that since 3 weeks ago i just cannot sleep anymore. i mean, like last time after being horribly deprived of sleep after a week of school, i'll normally go to sleep at 12 on friday night and wake up at 12 the next morning. at least 12 hours of sleep. but now its like...the max i can sleep is 7 hours? dunno why but i will auto wake up after 7 hours. its so super frustrating cos i AM tired but i just cannot sleep after i wake up. then the entire day i'll be feeling so damn moody and damn tired. =( this IS irritating.

maybe i have too much on my mind...

go away, troubles

sqdmates ah...bear with me. =X HELP ME TO HANG ON =X i do hope i'll get better and return back to my old self. maybe after next week, so uh when we get back to school life...then maybe i'll recover.

OKAY. since i'm home i shall do proposal. =)

Blogged @ 3:33 PM