finally i have the time to stone and blog. was slacking the entire day today. nope, the exams are NOT over. (oh man dream on...) but yeah physics paper is on monday and i am so going to screw up anyway....doesnt reallie make a diff whether i study or not, i realised. finally understood REFLECTION today. got mrs chua to give me a ten minute crash course. hahaha. thank you mrs chua! =)

yay. tmr i'm going to jurong regional library to STUDY and MUG physics with snail. oh gosh. gotta go take all my ten year series, sec 2 notes, all three textbooks, and ask the head off the snail tmr! she's the pro at physics. oh gawd. both our fathers are supposed to be like engineers? and oh gawd i so let my father down. HAHAHA! (am i supposed to be laughing...)

all the papers were horrible this time...i'll most prob fail everything and get retained and oohlala, there u go. then my mum will freak and my dad will try to kill me and my siblings will look at me and shake their heads, then i'll go to jail for being the most dramatic failure in the world and tadaa we all live happily ever after. oh yar and sqdmates will come visit me in jail then they will talk to me over that phone thingy for like 5 minutes before the officer drives them out. OH GAWD. my mum thinks i'm being paranoid but its not exactly being paranoid if u were ME. she isnt ME so she doesnt noe what i'm talking abt. wait till she sees the results. *evil smirk* (oh man am i supposed to be smirking? god there IS something wrong with me. nvm nvm. mid exam madness)

last paper is on monday. sigh i need a 76 to get 60 for overall!!! i'm so dead. i just carn do physics. someone shoot me and pretend its a natural death. oh gawd. i will work reallie hard for it and uh, hope some miracle happens? *prays* i need a miracle. its IMPOSSIBLE in my case to even pass. SIGH. its not the problem with the teacher that i cannot understand. its the problem with ME. i just dun have the space for physics in my brain. oh gawd. maybe i was born without this thing called logic. hahaha. well it must be true; a lot of ppl think i'm nonsensical. maybe one day i should go for treatment and get some human-made logic, (since we can have man-made insulin, why carn we have man-made logic?) get the logic injected into my brain and maybe then, i'll start talking a LITTLE more sense. hahahaha. good plan. should get it done before my A levels.

oh man. why am i blogging now?! should i be like, studying? this is crazy, it reallie is....

no. haha maybe i shouldn study. shall rest today, then work tmr. yarh i deserve a rest. i'm so wiped out.

okay. got nothing much to say now...maybe i'll blog on MONDAY!!! i love mondays!

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