haish...
okay i am here blogging again. HC is coming. WHEE. i'm scared. argh...
we just survived a reallie fearful week. i nearly died. cannot sleep...cannot rest well. just too worried. but things did work out well...=) and now i'm feeling okay. not happy, not sad or frustrated. just indifferent. that must be the best feeling in the world.
things are happening ard us too quickly, and if we do not catch the rhythm, and follow along with the crowd, we will soon find ourselves thrown far behind, away from the crowd, and while everyone moves on, we stay there, forever behind. i dun want to be behind all. i dun want to feel so lost, feel so helpless. i..i...i dunno what i want. i want so many things, yet, they all seem impossible to reach. the simplest thing i wanted is to have a simple life. but that IS the hardest thing to achieve. grah i dunno. i'm rambling. god. someone save me
my mind is blank. i think i can only start studying after HC. there's too much to do. then there are other problems, and they are choking my life up. hmmmmmmmm. i wish that all my problems and all my friends' problems and all other problems will be solved. automatically. tadda. the end. that's the best wish ever.
and i noe i'm being naive.
i need u to save me. U, that someone, come save me please. haish. =(((
i shall learn to love my life and be happy? i shall go sleep now. YEAH. sleep is sooo therapeutic. =)))
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