heyy

oh god olivia!! hahaa which post? those posts were for sqdmates, yep, so inclusive of u...
hahaha

=)okay here is a post specially for oreo, our delicious chocolate sqdmate who unfortunately got hit by chicken pox.

dear lord,

i pray for olivia. she has been through a lot these few days. i pray that her chicken pox will disappear quickly, and i pray she gets well real soon, so she can come back and be with us, and her beloved=) . i pray she will recover soon, so she could be here with us at school, both mentally and physically, where she should reallie be, where she will reallie be happie.

i pray that for these days she will concentrate on getting well, and i pray she doesn't stress out. this is a period where her body immune system is at its lowest. dear lord, bless her with the best of health and strength, and dear lord, do remember to remind us to call her and talk to her, for otherwise she will be bored to death. =) and dear lord, i pray she will REMEMBER WHAT SHE SHOULD EAT AND WHAT SHE SHOULD NOT...=P, for we do hope to see a pretty, happie, scarless chocolate sqdmate return to us, just like what she was before.=)

dear lord, i pray that u will make her happie, and lord, i pray also that u will make chicken pox go away, so none of our other sqdmates catch it too. lord, i pray that u let olivia know we all love her, and we are missing her just like she is missing us. lord, please watch over her, and keep her safe.

thank u lord

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LOOK HERE BALDY!

i am telling u now STRAIGHT IN THE FACE

u better go and reflect. REGLECT on ur actions

AND GET UR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE U SAY ANYTHING. u only noe how to ask ppl to GET THEIR FACTS RIGHT. how abt URSELF?! dun go around spoiling ppl's reputations ESP when they are NOT IN THE WRONG. i am warnign u u bald ass. DUN THINK U DO HAIR TRANSPLANT WE DUN NOE. i hate u

i am telling u this straight in the face,

I HATE U

and we are so totally right. so u shut ur trap and stop telling us what to do. cos u have no right to.

buzz off. GET OUT OF MY LIFE

Blogged @ 2:14 PM


everyone is loved...so dont feel sad if you are alone because You have friends and above that, you have BEST friends and above that you have ur FAMILY. kinship never ends

yea babe.

Blogged @ 9:52 PM


hey darling sqdmates

dun fret k? we will fight thru this together

as a sqd

as 37

we will beat NH, all 15 of us will unite against that one NH. WE WILL SUCCEED

we shall stand tall. we shall stand strong. we will fight till the end, for 1 is nothing compared to 15.

i love u guys forever=)

Blogged @ 9:43 PM


whatever lor

do what u like lor

scold us lor

shout at us lor

ONE DAY WHEN WE BREAK, THEN U WILL GET IT

YOU WILL FEEL THE STRESS

YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN

YOU WILL FEEL THE HURT

fine, shout summore la

scold somemore la

tekan us some more la

betray us some more la

U WAIT

U JUST WAIT

one day, we are going to give it all back to u

WE NOE HOW TO BE GRATEFUL K

AND U WILL JUST WAIT, TO GET IT ALL BACK

AND MY MY, HOW WILLING WE WILL BE TO GIVE

we love u too much to not let u have a taste of it

we INSIST

we will PUSH

just like u push us.

just like u INSIST

just like u ORDER

u will have to give in, just like we did

u will break down, just like we did

u will CRY

u will WEEP, b****!

U JUST WAIT

DAMN U

Blogged @ 8:58 PM


heyy

ahha bin complained i didn blog enough. okay. i shall blog.

smth worth blogging la...=)

the past few days passed with a blur...i didn go to school today. kena hives everywhere on me...whole body. its like yesterday we had napfa retest. then went for it la...though i got A or B for all stations...just didn finish 2.4. so ya...then its like, dunno why, after sit ups, very giddy. then it got worse...i started numbing all over...and my breathing was horribly hard and fast. then i got real numb, in my fingers and legs. but i tot it was okay...and i wanted to do IPU/IFAH. but the instructor took one look at me and asked whether i was in great pain...i just told him i feel numb, but i'm okay. then my fingers and legs got number and number, and i only realised something was wrong when i cannot prise apart my own fingers. they won't budge. then i started crying somehow...dunno why. then my frens carried me up to some bench and made me rest there...then i dunno what i mumbled but they went to find sqdmates, and pollen and cherry came to help me. yar...then after a long time i kinda recovered from my shock/dehydration/hyperventilation. rested for a while (cherry's and pollen's demands)=) then i went to finish up my IPU/IFAH. it was then that i started itching. i thought it was mosquitoes...then later i realised there were too many to be just mosquitoes...ahha then later cherry helped me put mopiko all over me. then when i got home, it got worse...started expanding until i cannot tahan. my mum insisted i go see a doc so she didn want me to go to school. then i spent the night scratching myself...morning woke up to pass stuff to felicia to give to chanel/pollen...then went back to sleep, from 9.30-10.30 then woke up and read stuff...did proposal...then go see doctor. then the doc was like, "hmm, i think its exercise that caused the hives." i looked at her with a shocked look on my face and said, "but i'm in npcc leh". then she looked embarrassed...and she said she dunno liao. haiz...

dunno why nowadays so many things happened...makes me feel so lost and confused. why is it, thatlife is becoming so difficult? schedules are so tight...its choking. i dunno...i feel like i am on clockwork...then its like, i cannot take it liao. i reallie want to sleep early, i HAVE to...i WANT to...but now its like not a matter of want or dun want, its a matter of must or must not. i WANT sleep...but i cannot have it. what is it so difficult about change that makes u hate it? why must there be change?

Blogged @ 7:58 PM


arghhh

hello!!! i havent blogged in one million years...gosh i must be old.

haiz...nowadays get very little sleep, a bit not xi guan laa...last time term one and two, sleep at 9 or 10, then come term 3, sleep at 12 or later...sudden jump, very bu xi guan la..haiz...then i have hei yan quan...hahaha...though not very obvious.

but i'm still happie...hmm shall blog later. IT lessons end liao...HAHAHA

Blogged @ 10:07 AM


how come

how come i feel i have neglected u for so long...?
haiz, nvm, to make up for it i shall blog a LONG POST today...=D

hmm..what has happened for the past week?

MONDAY:
its jiebin's birthday!!! we celebrated (kind of) sang bdae songs...and the birthday girl received presents!!! hahaah. happie burfdae binnie!!!=)

TUESDAY:
last act. it was most depressing, and a little quiet...at first i wasn there (stupid foa) then later when i joined ma'ams and sqdmates we played games, the stomach game...(i kept laughing and bouncing betsy's head abt as a result...haha she got pretty irritated so she decided to lie on my hipbone instead...reduce bouncing=D) then we played the sad solemn occasion!! chanel couldn stop laughing then everyone tekan her... hahaha!!! then we played the honey do u love me? ma'ams went to target sqdmates who had fav ma'ams, and made them propose to their fav ma'am!! then later, act ended, and during dimissal we found out that we passed our second class and also got our ATC badge...but we were quite doubtful of our second class though...=( then later, (sorrie this post a lot of then laters) we had talk with ma'ams...until 8.30. sang songs and stuff...then we were crying buckets. i remember i was sitting between pollen and cherry, then they were both squeezing my shoulders, then i squeezed theirs back...(okay lame, i noe...haha) then later, we went home, and me and chanel took bus with ma'am...ma'am chatted with us. haha so sweet!!!=)

WEDNESDAY:
aiyah continue next time

Blogged @ 11:43 PM


HELLO DARLING BLOGGIE!!!

havent blogged for long...haiz i think my blog is going to die soon. cos its like i'm not getting enough sleep...12 something sleep, wake up at 6...not enough for ME la...haha i need A LOT OF SLEEP then i can be a happie rabbit=)

okay...shall blog more next time. I'M TIRED

BYE!

Blogged @ 11:42 PM


MMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!

sqd birthday~!!!!!

okay there were only 6 of us, oreo, binh, chanel, ellie, bonnie and myself...but its still a nice celebration!!!! we met at clementi mrt...then the few of us who were earlier cos we had to pia total defence, ellie, bonnie and myself went to buy cake....AHHA we did a market survey!!! then we finally decided brandless cake is still most economical friendly and the best decorated. so we got cake!!!!! then we went to meet oreo and binh to submit our TD stuff...and we went to sit at the fountain. it was 9.30am...then i asked chanel whether she wanted to come celebrate our bdae, and so she said okay, and she came...took like 45 mins though...ahha we rotted under the sun!! then later we cut cake, got a lighter from this reallie sweet uncle who said we could keep it just in case the fire goes out again. AND THE CAKE WAS NICE!!! but i couldn finish my piece, so binh help me eat. AHHA...took pics...of our hands and feet...its hilarious!!

then later we got a reallie nice lady to help us take pics, then later i had to go...and sqdmates also had to...so we all left, chanel came to my house.

HAPPIE BURFDAE TO BATCH 37!!!=)))

we are 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A shtein ken vaksen, vaksen on regen
A libe ken brenen un nit oifheren
A hartz ken beinken, veinen, on treren
rock on and persevere!

Blogged @ 9:45 AM


HEYY

okay here is the LATEST updated version of the sqd's name list.

bonnie
ellie (phant)
cherry has changed to ALGAE! (graciously suggested by pollen=))
MARRY-ME (that's me...graciously suggested by lydia. then, she decided that maria suited me better...)
lily
pigcilla/priscilla...(she still hasn decided)
chanel
betsy
lydia
oreo (that's olivia's new name...hahaha. i think weilin or some sqdmate called her that!)
pollen and fern
minnie
mary-anne
binh (that's binnie's new name...hey i searched it up k...and it means peace in vietnam!)

WOAH YEAH....nice.........=D

then here we have the sqd's name list again, formal names

the B list... (sorrie there are SO many names in the world i just ahve to go by alphabetical order...)

Bijou (jewel)
Blanche (white/fair)
blejan (flower in cornish) (doenst it sound a little like belachan to u?)
benigna (kind and friendly in spanish)
berezi (special)
bich (jade)
beulah (married)
bilge (wise)
blythe (cheerful)
boaz(swiftness)


and hey hey look at this
BARIS. it means peace in turkish

and this is our sqd name!!! BASHKIM meaning, united

Blogged @ 3:18 PM