now i feel like jumping off the building. why isnt anyone replying?! isn't anyone going to help me?! i've ben asking leekoon since last evening to send the tianwang through msn, then telling her i have added her. i sent like 2 msgs, but no reply. until now. i stayed up till 1++am yesterday just in case she msgs, and i can go online to receive the file from her. i noe i've been irritating la, msging her and all that, but i'm DESPO, k? reallie despo. okay, maybe she's charging her phone. maybe she's busy. maybe her phone spoilt and she changed her phone. maybe her sim card broke(due to my excessive sms-ing) and she changed a new one, which can be only activated today. but DARLING!!!, my entire "future" depends on YOU. if u send me the file asap, i can practise asap, and achieve perfection asap, THEN maybe he lao shi will be happy with me, and i can go for camp! BUT NOW, if u DONT send me the file asap, i CANNOT practise asap, and then i'll die a horrible death. which in this case, isnt it better if i jump off the building?

then he laoshi is another one! i wrote her two emails, waited patiently for 2 days for her to reply, then finally, cannot tahan, i had to MESSAGE her to tell her to check her email. but there was no reply, not in email NOR sms. and mind u, that was YESTERDAY. like, what?!! hello? okay, maybe she needs an hour to type one character, so she needs like days. maybe her phone spoilt. maybe her computer spoilt. but before i msged her she still active, cos i was asking whether or not i could go to school and get the cd from her and she was telling me she isnt free today and also abt practise and asking me to pass the msg, then the moment i msged her to tell her to check her email, she shut up like a clam. and i havent heard from her till now. goodness gracious!

i'm saying this once and for all. IF i dun receive any reply from he lao shi via email OR sms, i'm just going to go for camp. wouldn it be fun, to have like one of ur members suddenly disappearing into thin air? that would be a great game! let's play disappearing! then if i dun receive ANY file from lee koon, i'm still going to go for the camp. i DONT CARE. i think i deserve to go for the camp cos i have already tried my best in achieving perfection in BOTH areas. and now i'm totally worn out. i need a break. if they try to stop me from going, they can hapilly go to changi jetty and try to catch the boats there. I DONT CARE. they wont make it to pulau ubin anyway. so long!

ps. oh btw sqdmates, i have finished the emcee script. er that was yesterday. ahha.

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