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STRESS IS BUILDING!!!

TODAY IS FRIDAY AND ITS ALL OVER!

NEXT WEEK IS CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE WEEK AFTER WE GO BACK TO SCH

AND STRESS BUILDS ALL OVER AGAIN.

life is getting worse. prac sucks. esp physics prac. why issit, bio prac no problem. chem prac full marks. PHYSICS prac everyone fails. grrr. our standard is too "lan". then this week we have so much homework. math 4.2, chem, chinese...(i think?) SO TAXING!!!!! :'( like its CNY break...BREAK LEH! still pile so much stuff on top of us....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yayyyyyyy......something to looks forward to. CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! i have been waiting patiently since week 2 of this year. (obviously now u noe who hasn been paying attention in class for the past few weeks...) hee hee. finally dun have to wait anymore!!!! actually, the most interesting part of cny is the celebration. can wear anything we want, and we are going back to RV!!! yay yay yayyyyyyy. its bonding time. its remember-each-other time. its get-u-for-what-you-did-to-me-in-primary-shcool time. its i-miss-you-so-much-and-u-better-miss-me-too-or-else time. its the best. its the closest. =P

we got back our math quiz 3 today...got better than i expected. okie, i didn even noe what the question was talking about. obviously anyhow do. so i expected to get ZERO. amazingly, i passed. like.....WOW! haha...i am definitely retaking the test. =D


today act rocked. ACT TOTALLY ROCKED!!!! :D so high now....wahaha. we played tunnel. it certainly was painful and unbearable...and many a time we slacked. but we endured. all 15 of us, made it through that challenge together. as a sqd, as a team, as a family. we had to stay in guys push up position while our sqdmates crawled through under us one by one. everyone had a part to play. the crawler had to crawl fast. the bridges had to endure mental and physical strains. for me, i nearly died. i reallie pushed further than my limits. my back was aching like crazy and it felt like it was tearing apart. but i made it through. and i'm proud of it. all of us were screaming our lungs out throughout the whole activity. all our "jia you"s and "you can do it!" and "next"s were swimming about in our heads. there was nothing in it except, reach for the goal. ENDURE. when we finally reached our goal, all of us collapsed to the ground simultaneously, lying flat on the cool, welcoming cement floor panting uncontrollably, in tears. each proud of herself, that she had endured, that she had cheered her sqdmates on, that she hadn given up, not on herself or on her sqdmates. ma'ams later related this activity to something we would experience in NCO-hood. if we endure, we would make it through.

yea. we should. let's all endure and make it through. let's all relive the wonderful moment, when we finally finished, bursting joy in our hearts as we wanted to share our experiences with our sqdmates but did not have enough breath to. let us relive how welcoming that rest was, how much we needed it. let us re-taste the sweetness of air as it fills our lungs after being deprived of it for so long. yes. endure, and we would make it through. the result we get, shall be a reward to our endurance.

" 'success' only comes before 'work' in the dictionary"






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